070 Treat Inner Space Like a Vital Nutrient
Heartfelt Awakening Radio with Deni Van
070 Treat Inner Space Like a Vital Nutrient
October 22, 2021
Treat Inner Space Like a Vital Nutrient
A few months before the world completely changed, I was diagnosed with a deadly form of cancer. This episode originally aired on the Wisdom App. The Wisdom App will be launched mid October 2021. 

Welcome to heartfelt awakening radio. I am your host Deni Van. Treat inner space like a vital nutrient. That's right, treat your inner space like a vital nutrient. And I'll explain why. But back in 2001, just before the world completely changed. Just a few months before the world completely changed, I was diagnosed with a very fast spreading form of cancer and I discovered something during that process. It was when the doctor was telling me I'm going to be injected with radioactive dye. I'm going to have parts of my body removed. Then they're going to determine if I was going to get chemo with my radiation. And as I was listening I got really quiet probably for the first time in forever. But inside I got really quiet and as the doctor is talking on and on there was this tiny tiny little voice inside and it's sad that's not for you. And with that I said no to traditional cancer treatment. The only thing I did was have the tumor removed and was staged for. So uh after that, you know, people especially you know family, what the hell you doing are you out of your mind? You know? So I had to get really quiet. I had no inter space. So imagine I have a six and a 12 year old and we're getting ready to go on a trip to Disney world in Florida like the next month. So I asked the doctor will I be able to go on vacation with my kids and he said, oh no. After my vacation when I get back we're going to do all of this. You will need to cancel your vacation. So first of all the doctor was going on vacation. So I had to wait for beginning the treatment and then I had to cancel my vacation. And you know what came out of my mouth, you tell my six year old he's not going to Disney world. So I left there and I had to get really quiet. It was difficult but once I got quiet I realized something this inner space when our mind is overwhelming it, there's no peace. However, when I listened I bypassed the mind of course the mind was going off. Oh my God, I got cancer. Oh my God! Oh my God! Of course the mind was going off but I was able to step aside transcend. Let it continue, allow it the mind to continue while I put my focus awareness and attention on this internal space that I began to create. And the reason I say internal space treated like a vital nutrient. Because in my heart I truly believe creating this inner space is what got me through cancer. I did not have chemotherapy or radiation. And I was told the doctor said, what are you nuts? You peaked head in two years. He he could not believe I was saying no to this. He just could not fathom the idea. I was saying no to this. So yeah, what I did was a lot of research, a lot of prayer, a lot of meditation and creating more of this internal space and over time things came to me dr Mykola became my doctor. Uh he had a training with doctors around the world to teach E. F. T. Here's me a massage therapist in this training, a reverend in his training. But oh my gosh! It was this process in this learning learning of tools and skills that I needed to get through to get past, to get beyond. And part of that. Getting through get past, getting beyond was creating this inner space because it was this inner space that healed me. It was lowering my thoughts. And and if I were to put my thoughts, mine tsunamis on a scale of 1 to 10. On the pain scale 0 to 10. Pain scale zero. No pain at all. 10. Oh my God! Kill me! Now! My mind was out of 10. It was very painful. There was no inner space. And I had to create that inner space. So I needed to find the tools to do that. But once I discovered how to create the shift and I call it a shift from the human from your human which is your mind, your patterns, your beliefs, your programming, your flesh, the physical part of you to your being and this is nothing and everything. You can't sense it with your five senses. But it's it's no accident that were called human beings because there are two parts here. There's the physical and the metaphysical and the metaphysical starts inside. And as a reverend it is set in the bible. The kingdom of the heavens is within. So that means there's nothing outside of you to chase. That's really real. It's an image of God which means images are not real, their hair temporarily. Our images are here temporarily. I was born in a certain year. I have a dash right That dashes your whole life and then you have an end time. That's the human part of you. But this being part of you, yes needs space. It needs inner space. And when we treat this inner space, this inner nothingness it's ever expanding unlimited. And we recognize the human part of us is very limited, very limited. So one of the things I love to do um have fond memories of is spoon bending And this is where I got a spoon. I got a sterling silver spoon. Actually my husband was a little upset. It was like $20 for that spoon. Hey and I learned spoon bending and I connected with my human because my human could not bend that spoon at all. I tried for days to bend that stone. Finally on the fourth, maybe 5th day I was in meditation and I felt this inner space opening. I'm familiar with that inner space and in that moment I just felt everything and nothing I felt. Yeah. Let the being bend the spoon and before I knew it the spoon was bent without even trying. My human body didn't even need to try yet. In a space where I created this beautiful inner space, I bend the spoon. This is why I call treating your inner space like a vital nutrient. Excellent. So we do have a guest waiting to come on. I will go ahead because this will be the first time it hasn't worked in the past. Welcome. Welcome. So treating your inner space like a vital nutrient and so um it looks like Euro if you're waiting to come on, welcome, welcome. So glad to have you here in treating inner space like a vital nutrient. Hey darling, how are you? Hi Danny is absolutely amazing to hear you such an inspiration. Welcome. Yeah. So how do you treat inner space like a vital nutrients? To tell you the truth. I it's amazing how as you said before, when I'm able to do that, things happened jet most of my day is filled with different identities, different needs to do. So it was really inspirational to hear you and to remember how important is to to do whatever is needed to develop those spaces because when those spaces are created we can do what our mind doesn't even think it's possible. So I wonderful, I really appreciated what you brought today and you know, one of the things I like to recognize in myself when I'm not in this space is I ask myself where are my thoughts on the pain scale Because when I'm thinking too much, I'm not in this space. So I kind of check in and ask where are my thoughts? And you know what's interesting? I've always been able to communicate with animals, but I've noticed that when I'm in this inner space, There's two way communication happening and like you said, so many wonderful things happen when you allow yourself the time to connect to this inner space because most of us don't even know That it's there. Yeah. So you know, going through cancer, you know, this year I'm celebrating 20 years since that time. So it's I've gone through a lot of healing work and I've helped so many others through their process. But when I was diagnosed I it was very difficult to find this inner space. And what I discovered is my love of weather systems. So if you're familiar with weather in how systems forms such as hurricanes, hurricanes have two parts, they have the inner I which is nothing stillness and then they have the moving ever changing outer bands that can be pretty destructive. So what I did was I quit, I equated human being. The human part of me is the outside bands moving changing. Never the same. The being part of me is the is the I and the interesting thing with meteorology when that inner eye is strong, it's open, it's wide and that storm can be so destructive, nothing can stop it. And the same is true for you, for us as human beings. When I shift from being Denny, a mother, a wife, a teacher, a counselor, a friend, you know, blah blah blah. All those things, none of those things can come into the inner eye the being of me. So when I let go of the fact that I had cancer and was told that I'd be dead in two years, I had to find and strengthen that inner eye, that inner that inner space. And I had to treat it like a vital nutrient. So I did find a surgeon who was willing to just remove the tumor. And he actually referred me to an oncologist who was open. And she told me I needed a plan and she needed to agree with that plan. And so the first couple of years I saw her every three months, then every six months, then once a year. And then on my fifth year, she told me she never wanted to see me again. And I said gladly. But it was during that five years I made it a priority to create this inner space and treat it like a vital nutrients. So thank you for sharing. Yeah, Danny, I have a question. So you said during these five years that was the priority. And then what happens? Because for instance, I'm finding lately, as I said, there are lots of things up by my time now we have wisdom. I wanted to make a contribution. So there is this desired of wanting to do things. So then on one hand the priority part of the priority. Oh I think I lost her. She disappeared darling. I would love to connect with you again. And in the meantime you who are listening right now, whether you're here with me live there's several here. Thank you for being here with me. Or if you're listening later create this inner space and treat it like a vital nutrients. And in the meantime blessings.